In My twenties I had the hots for my buddies mother who was similar to you ..Why would I be lusting after an older large woman when I was dating young goers!!!!!!! Well it did happen one night that changed my life We all were drinking too much and she started flirting.She said come back later when my son goes to bed ,Ill let you in I had the best sex so far with her and she kept doing it Great experiences to remember